I'm turning 16 years old on sunday March 1, and I'm going to change myself to a hole new person.I want to be a new,creative guy, and a good hearted person and I'm might stop cursing bad words for the rest of my life lol and replace them with some non-bad words.
Anyways I want to talk about between me, Deviant and my Goals in life . I'm might not be going on for a while on Deviant or........even a YEAR. Will, It's just becuase stupid school that is bringing me down and I'm not really doing good in my classes and I been to busy on the computer sense last year and not studying for my test and quizes. If I keep doing this,going on the computer all the time and not studying then I'm going to fail my classes. And also, ever since I came to deviant, I always love many of those awsome artist that are artistic and sense I got a scanner like three years ago I thought I will never use it because I didn't know what to do with it. When I found out how people put thier drawing on dA, I finaly knew what to do. I started to scan my picture and post them here and wait to see how many people view it. I always wanted to be those populer peopele on dA who gets thos million view pages, but sadly I'm not that close of getting there. I'm been jealous before, I'm been jealous when people at my age are better than me. I tried my best to draw a awesome picture to ge lots of attention but fail all the time, In dA its not really about becoming popular or becoming the best,its about showing your art to the world, be inspired by other artist, and take your time to draw and paste them on da lol thats what I think even dou I suck at making speeches and writing. You shouldn't try to become popular just take your time,keep on drawing and soon you'll become a better atist and soon after that you'll get people attetion. But for me, I highly think dA is not the right place for me to become popular for NOW........I shouldn't be in a rush right now.

The most thing I really want to talk about is my goal in my life, What do I want to do in my life. I been asking my self for the last past years. I always wondering what career I want to do. Do I care about the money,the food,a family, and where to live? Do I want to be a poor person or a rich person? this is the goal that I really want to do in my career. I want to become a MANGAKA ( japanese comic artist). Yes people, its a little strange but that what I want to do in a career. At first I did worried about leaving America but after learing about the US history, will mostly Racism. I decided not to stay in america, its not like I really hate america its just somthin thats bugging me in this country. Secondly, a thought about moving to Japan and stay there and yes I'm going to. Thirdly, I'm going to study Japanese 100% until I can understand the languge. I'm already taking Japanese at my school but its not really enough. I might nee to by books to learn and write in Japanese. Fourtly, I will practice drawing until I can find the right anime style for me. And fifhtly, I'm going to try to get in a art school in Japan for international student and I hope I get a japanese girlfriend too lol, if I can go to the school then I'll wait after college in the US and then go and live in Japan. For now my friends or even if guys care, I won't be on for a while but don't worried guys I be back someday. Hopefully I can become a Mangaka someday when I live in Japan. I wish I can write more but I have to get going and I'm really getting piss at my baby brother for whinning as Hell. "sigh" will guys until and next time Sayoonara.


the force will be with you,always
-Obi-wan Kenobi